Forgive, and you shall be forgiven....

Forgiveness is something I still struggle with. It is something I have not been able to master in my christian life. It is so intangible. You can't see it when it is extended, and offenses are often more real. I am plagued with the idea that I haven't forgiven some transgressions in my past. I know I am forgiven by a God that loves me and sent His son to die for all my sins. This is not hard for me to accept. It is hard, however, to extend the same forgiveness to those who have wronged me. I am not talking about hurt feelings, or anything trivial like that. The forgiveness I am trying to achieve is for deep, and traumatic wounds. They are fresh everyday, and are very hard to get over. I tell myself and the Lord over and over that I have forgiven, but the pain and anger still linger. I know I am not alone in this struggle, and that is why I am sharing this. Forgiving someone is a very hard thing to do, but my God has forgiven me of much more than I am holding grudges for. We have to be open to forgive things that are unpleasant. This does not mean, however that we go on like nothing ever happened. Sometimes it is appropriate to maintain distance from the offender in order to protect yourself from being hurt in the future. This is something to be prayed about, and it requires much thought about the situation. If you find yourself struggling today, as I am, I encourage you to go to the Master of Forgiveness. Only He can free us from the bonds of an unforgiving heart. Let Him work on your situation. We might find some forgiveness in the process.